* My son Evan has really been pushing my buttons for THREE years now. He's excelling in school and his teacher says he's a superstar but at home he antagonizes his brother and causes him great consternation....LEADING to me being constantly stressed out and angry. I'm sad because he told his sister Ella that I'm the MEAN ONE!
* Ella loves to eat. I'm worried about her wanting to eat all the time. I want her to make good choices.
* Miles won't nap until late in the day and this is really interfering with MY schedule. I need him to nap when I say it's nap time. He's now in a big boy bed and says, "I hopped out of my bed, Mommy!" when he comes out of his room. He's been going to bed by 6:00pm out of utter exhaustion. Oh, he's in a big boy bed so soon because he kept "hopping out" of his crib. GRRR
* It's really hard for me to be home. I'm tired of always cooking, cleaning, picking up, watching Barney, breaking up fights, feeling uninspired. My brain in mush. I feel like I'm stuck in a time warp of sorts. I LOVE watching my children grow and play but the rest I could do with out.
* I always dream about losing my teeth...I wake up in a cold sweat and have to make sure all my pearly whites are still in place almost every morning. I need to research this more and see why I'm dreaming this so much.
* I'm looking forward to starting night classes in January. BUT- how on earth am I going to work 60 hours a week, take a night class (5-10:30pm two nights a week) and not lose my mind or fail my class? This is just something I really REALLY want and can see this is not forever...Maybe just four or so years....
* I can't wait to go to Switzerland. I really REALLY need a vacation. I can't wait to be reunited with my family and see my brother Thad get married...What a dreamy place to visit, I must say.
* I'm a compulsive counter. Why do I HAVE TO COUNT EVERYTHING?
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